Why am I feeling so much more blue?
Why won‘t the pain simply go away?
Pretending like I don’t even know you
Like I didn’t hear a thing that you said
Should we start talking about something new?
Or maybe separate so we can’t say anything?

My eyes filled with tears, I hold my head down
I smile a little so as to hide this sad frown
Why are you like this to me, what aren’t you saying?
All the things we talked about are starting to fade
The words we both said
Dance around in my head as I lay on my bed
I love you, older brother, but what can I do?

Was my recent mood change really that bad?
Do you just want to be left alone?
Stop pretending like you really don’t know
Like it or not I remember
Don’t act as if nothing happened…
Should I demand that you must go?

My eyes filled with tears, I hold my head down
I smile a little so as to hide this sad frown
Why are you like this to me, what aren’t you saying?
All the things we talked about are starting to fade
The words we both said
Dance around in my head as I lay on my bed
I love you, older brother, but what can I do?

Don’t say those unkind things
While looking at me that way
You’re acting childish or is it just show?
I wish you would go away

Even though my heart is dying, I am strong
I hate your ways and I know you are wrong
Why are you acting like this, do you not have any shame?
I have my pride, but ask WHY? … shout it up to the sky
The words I have always said
I might never be able to say again
I love you, older brother, through and through
But it’s only a dream (won't come true)

(It’s such a sad, dark day)
(Now just turn and walk away)
(You made me cry)

Please go away…